Never care

I try so hard and do whatever I can
does he not know. or does he just not understand?
maybe hes just too blind
to see and know that hes all thats ever on my mind

he could be right next to me, but seem so far away
How come when hes right there, I have no idea what to say
Its getting worse like a never ending headache
whenever he's around, its hard for me to think

Its gotten to the point where theres nothing I can do
Its under his control the rest of the way through
I might as well give up. I'm starting to get scared
its hard to chase a boy, who doesn't even care

I got my hopes up, just to watch them fall
he doesn't even notice me, when I pass him in the hall
I blame myself. I started it in the first place
And he doesn't even know, about my huge mistake

So yeah, I say I'm over you.
And one day, it might just be true
but his initials are forever stained in my heart
no matter how many times he takes it, and rips it apart

for now, I'm wishing on starts that aren't even there.
Because Ive wasted all my wishes. On a boy you will never care