A "break"

A break is what you wanted
a break is what you got
now you and me are over
and my heart is in a knot

I'm sick and i am dying
i need you by my side
but you don't want me with you
so i run away and hide

i hide from all my feelings
i cry myself to sleep
i always dream about you
memories are what i keep

you know ill always love you
ill aways be waiting
until this break is over
i am anticipating

how we will be together
or if we ever will
i need you and i love you
i am trying to just chill

you say that you still love me
and you still want me for forever
but i don't think you do
as we still are not together

a break is what you wanted
and a break is what you got
I'm sick and i am dying
my heart is in a knot