SCARS

You make me smile when i want to cry
you help me live when i want to die
without you now i feel so dead
your words are running through my head
your tears are going to fall on me
i can't be myself so what should i be
i cut myself because of you
all these scars but what can i do
i bleed so hard and fall so deep
all these scars I'm forced to keep
they cut so deep and hit my mind
a love like you is hard to find
you said you love me but thats not true
all these scars because of you
I'm scarred for life with no one to blame
and all these scars just bring more shame
deep down i still love you
no matter what you put me through