Crazy Man

Tears have shed,
My green eyes
Down onto you.
It didnt make you any better,
Although I hoped it would.
I prayed for a miracle,
That God could only do.
He answered my pray,
Only in a different way,
Then I asked him to.

As time went,
I realized that you were better off.
It gave me some comfort,
But only for a little while.

I wanted to be selfish,
But yet I knew I couldn't.
God wouldn't me,
Although I asked him to.

You are now gone,
But still here in my heart.
I never got the chance,
To tell you how much you mean.

Its know or never.
Never is to long,
Know is just perfect.
Or I could just what till we meet again.
That seems like a life time.
I cant wait the long,
So here it is.

Sparkles in your eyes,
You showed me life.
Your daughter and son,
Was your life.

You had a wish for us all,
To be a family.
To get along.
To bond.
To love you as one.

We havent let you your wish go.
We are exceeding it know,
Living it each moment.
Thinking of you.

You had so many ladies.
You loved them in some way.
You treated them with respect.
With my mom being the last one.
A lucky one at that.
I wouldn't want it any other way.

You thought you were lucky one.
But in the end we were the lucky ones.
You changed my life.
With each word you said.
You made me see what a gentleman is.
Something I never seen.

Your memory is in my heart.
I love you, more then you'll ever know.
You changed me for the better.

I just wanted to say Thank You.
And mostly I love you.

Deidre Peoples