I want to trust you

How can you say I love you
When all you get is lies
How do you trust a person?
When everyone has lied
How do you take the person almost walking out?
Can you even go on,
Just knowing you had that chance.
He said he couldn't go on
With a girl that does not trust him
Deep down you want to trust
But you have been hurt when you trusted.
You're going crazy in this feeling
You want to cry and never wake up.
Well I'm not going to say I trust you
When I know I need more time
I'm not going to say you have to stick with me
It's what you want and only what you want
But I can't say I trust you
Just you stay with me
So it's up to right now
You already know I love you
And to me that’s all that matters
Just because I need time to trust
Don’t mean I can't love you at the same time
I want to tell you one last thing
Just give me more time
So I can start to trust
And if you can't then maybe it was not love after all