Through With Your Game

I've fallen to the bottom
To the very end
Feeling unusually calm,
I don't believe I wish to ascend

I've been trying so very long,
To come out on top
Down here is where I could belong,
Recovering from your drop

I try and I try
But you push me away
Just like the night,
And the coming day

I've played this game before
And you won
It was nothing I had hoped for
So now I am done