Sorry

I'm sorry
Why am I sorry?
I'm sorry for the hurt I cause
Even when it is an accident
I'm sorry for the times I fall
When I know the pain wasn't permanent
I'm sorry for the blood lines
That will maybe fade with time
I'm sorry I didn't turn to you
So I tell you in this rhyme
I'm sorry for the way I act
When things become too much
I'm sorry I take it out on you
As though you don't do enough
I'm sorry I say I'm ugly
When I feel as though I'm fat
I'm sorry that it bothers you
Because you know I'm better than that
I'm sorry I can not always
See how much I'm worth
And I'm sorry that because of that
It is I that makes you hurt
I'm sorry that I'm always
Letting people down
I'm sorry that my attitude
Is what made you frown
I'm sorry that I bothered you
By worrying about what I said
I'm sorry I forget sometimes
You care that I'm not dead
I'm sorry that I'm sensitive
Even when I shouldn't be
I'm sorry that I get upset
By things you say to me
I'm sorry that I'm broken
But will not try to be fixed
I'm sorry for my addiction
But my emotions are so mixed
I'm sorry I give in sometimes
Even when you need me strong
I'm sorry I can't always keep
Not cutting all night long
I'm sorry that I blame myself
For things that aren't my fault
I'm sorry that I hide my pain
In my personal pain vault
I'm sorry that I let it build
Till I can take no more
And I'm sorry that I let it out
By getting to my core
I'm sorry for the blood
And the hurt it brings along
I'm sorry for the blade I keep
When I should throw it out
I'm sorry I turn to it
Because your help I doubt
I'm sorry I am who I am
The one you know today
I'm sorry that I just do not
Know any other way
I'm sorry that you are my friend
When I just let you down
But even though I'm sorry
I hope you stay around
I'm sorry I don't tell you
That you mean so much to me
And I'm sorry I have never said
How without you lost I'd be
I'm sorry I don't let you know
You are worth so much
I'm sorry if sometimes
I use you as a crutch
I'm sorry in the bad times
That I forget the good
But most of all I'm sorry
I don't always treat you as I should
So I hope you know I'm sorry
And that deep down I do care
And that I would really miss you
If you were no longer there
So I guess I should end this
But never have a worry
I will never run out of
Things for which I'm sorry