Lost love

I was the one that was there
Just me and you lying in the bed
One day I was forgotten
But Last night you remembered how I gave Head
You were my rebound
The one
The only after my First
In the beginning I was treated with up-most respect
Now Its as If It's something I don't deserve
I really love you I thought you'd always be there
Like you said you would
Now my heart Is cold
It's bare
I hate being like this
Feeling like I owe you anything
When In all reality
You should be the one thats sorry
Cry's of depression you hear me sing
Letting Me go slowly
I've reached the end of my peak
thats why when last night you came crawling Kissing Hugging
It didn't mean nothing to me.