I dont know what to do

I know what has happened
i know it cant be changed
but i hope for the days
when you can stop in time

just to realize
it hurts me
as it hurt you
and i said sorry about a million times

i have lost my chances
to change the done
but its all gone
Ive messed it up

i sit here in silence
wondering if you remember
the times we played
with out caring about time

but times all i have now
to sit and wait for the day to be over
so i can go to sleep and dream
dream of you

cause thats the only time i get with you
its almost make believe
but real to me in ever way
i want to make it stop

but its real and this is life
and i cant stop missing you
trust me Ive tried
cause you've stoped

i want to be as strong as you
i want to get over you as you got
over me
but its not that easy for me

cause i didn't like you
i loved you
and i cant let that go so easy
and i know its almost wrong

But this has gone on for so long
and its eating me alive
its causes me to cry to sleep at night
i will hope forever for you to change your mind

and just give me a chance to show
you
i will do anything to keep you safe

.........your all that ever mattered to me