Your memories infect my dreams everytime I sleep
My emotions are all stirred and the pain is just so deep
I will never close my eyes again for the fear of falling
Ignore the cries the next time love is calling
I can't drown out these thoughts of you no matter how I try
It doesn't matter how many cuts or tears that I cry
Nothing will make this better and I'll never be okay
The fear of being hurt will always be here to stay
You abused me in ways that can never be repaired
So why must you speak these lies and tell me that you cared
How can you love someone and dig their own grave?
Tell them they're useless and treat them like a slave
How can you put that burden on me when you're the one to blame
You left me feeling guilty and you made me feel ashamed
I could never amount to your high expectations
No matter my effort or my pure dedication
I'll never be the same again and it's all because of you
I try to win this battle but I won't make it through
You left me with a mess that I'll never be able to fix
How could you destroy a person like this?
