Almost

I had a close call
The closest of all
I went really deep
Then I fell asleep

Between the pills and the beer
My fate was very clear
I did it in the shower
I was there for more than an hour

As every thing started to hit
I covered my wrist with a slit
I started to shake
How long will it take

Every thought left my head
i really thought I was dead
Suddenly I opened a eye
i really wanted to die

This time I really tried
as i start to cry
while I try to hide
The fact I almost died