Sitting on both sides of the fence,
Which side is greenest?
How can you say that you care?
And that there's a caring soul intact?
All you do is joke around,
Put me in the middle of my own freak show.
Rumours and whatever else,
I can't take this shit anymore.
So weak, I hate not being able to laugh,
Everything is so dull; I hate you for that.
I hate the person I am,
I'm just different, see it please.
There's no way I can freely wander,
It's a slim chance I'll ever squeeze through.
Go away, you're not wanted,
It's not just me who's had enough.
They say you're alone,
That you want help.
Don't take it out on me,
Talk to the ones who don't hate you.
I have lost a friend because of this,
One that used to care.
Taken her away, it wasn't that,
She's just not like she used to be.
You think you're funny,
No comedican, a bloody bully.
Can't you accept me?
I don't want to change just for you.
You're just one person,
When there are so many who love me.
Tearing apart, I can't stand myself,
I want to go away, never come back.
It's not like you'd care if I was gone,
Or if you would even notice.
