Away

I could never
Ask for someone
Better than him

He makes me happier than I could hope for

But this sadness, too
Takes over my heart
To know he doesn't love me

I'm dying on the inside
I'm crying on the out

But it's only because he
Doesn't love me
Never will love me

But then comes a friend
To pull me through
He wipes my tears

He makes me happier than I could hope for

But do I love him?
No.
Maybe.
I hope not.

He loves her, my friend
He loves her as I love the first

Without triumph

My feelings
are sC AtT e r ED

What to do
Who to love

I'm trapped
I can only

Dance

and hope the rain

Will wash my cares

away

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I don't really know how to categorize this, because it's not just about one guy I wish I had, it's about uncertainty in my life that I can only sort through with writing.

I was going to make this rhyme and flow, but I decided to throw that idea out the window, because nothing flows about this. There's just confusion, so I decided to make the poem jagged and hard to read out loud.