Regret

I see you in my dreams
the pain i cannot feel
but as i start to wake
the pain becomes more real
i see her sitting next to you
i should have never let you go
building up the pain
cant take away my sorrow
misery fills my soul so black
its time that i release
cutting far too deeply
the bleeding will not cease
I'm falling into an eternal darkness
fearing i will never rise
i lay here dying on the ground
praying you can forgive me for all my lies
you try to save me from this painful death
I'm too far gone
hidden beneath my betrayals
reaching for anything
i cant seem to grasp
i scream in pain
it all goes black
my one regret
unable to take it back