Insecurity

Its pulling me apart
it is taring at my heart
this feeling is really
frighting me
it comes and it goes
and it hurts me so
i try to forget it
but it never likes to leave
i feel so alone
i want to die inside
and never want to believe
what they are telling me
nobody knows just how i feel
i wont tell them they'll think I'm a freak
so i go on and pretend i am strong
and act like i am happy and nothing is going on
but when i am a lone it comes to me
and makes me feel i am so ugly
this feeling really wants to kill me
bit by bit they are effecting me
this insecurity is taking over me