I trusted u
And u let me down
I used to think that
Maybe, just maybe.
Things could change.
Now
I'm hurt, and I'm tired.
I fear trusting others
More than my own death, all I want
Is peace, peace of mind, and peace of spirit.
But now I'm in this hell hole called life, with nothing but pain to pass down to my kids.
I wanted to be known for being though,
But while in the middle of that I lost who I really was, and now I sit here with these tears
Running down my cheek and after 8 years of hold my pain in, it can finally be released.
These tears are now what I fear most.
Because with tears come more pain,
With pain comes the lost of dreams.
And with that come death.
And with DEATH but only DEATH can I finally come to PEACE.