Why did you let me go?

Let me go...
Until the note unfolds...
I am gone...
Still the light glows...
I am wanted in the world..
All i wanted was your love...
The one that was the one that kept me warm...
In the cold distressful nights...

But now that you let me go...
I have grown old...
I am not alive no more..
Sitting on your porch in the rain...
The same rain we shared our first kiss...
The same rain that we loved..

I sit and wait...
I wear the necklace that you gave me...
the same one that she now wears...
The rage in my heart scream out as you kiss her...
I want to kill her...

You were mine and now you are not...
I want you back...
Your new girlfriend is half your age...
I am not the same...

I still sit here....
Watching and waiting...
For you to come back...
But when you come back...
I put my head down...
The tears that were tainted with the black...
Run freely...

I give you a kiss...
And hand you a note..
I give you the look of lost hope....

There in the distance is a eightteen wheeler...
Coming full speed...
I step out in front of the truck and close my eyes...

You try to stop me...
But you fail to reach me...
In time..
Your new girlfriend step out of the house...
To see you...

Standing in the same place....
She tries to get you talk...
But you don't..
The truck drives away...

You run out to me and fall to your knees..
You scream at me to wake up...
I don't...
Blood runs freely from my smashed skull...
I don't breath...
You hold me close as she tries to get away from me...

You broke my heart as you remember the note...
You open it and read it...
The note is written in blood...
The words were gently drawn....
"Why did you let me go?
Even though I loved you..."
You hold me close as I bleed gently....

You scream out the words...
"WHY DID I LET YOU GO!"