On the Inside

Everytime I wake up in the morning
I regret going to sleep in the first place
Wishing that my life would just end
And that I go to a much happier place

Everything here hurts
Everyone I love either dies or goes away
Thats why it hurts to stay
Cause everyone I love never tends to stay

Everynight I cry myself to sleep
Wishing that all this pain goes away
That it never even started
From the very first day

No one sees my pain
No one even cares to try
No onw cares for me
No one would notice if I would die

Its only the people who care
Who I try to keep close
Who I never want to go
Who I never want to loose

And now I'm all done
With nothing left to do
And nothing left to say
But wait until the day that I go