I'm afraid

It's cause I'm fat isn't it?

or is it the way I look?

the way I talk?

or walk?

or act?

is it something I never noticed about me?

I'll admit,

I'm afraid,

to know what your answer is,

and try to change,

I like me for me,

but I'm not so sure about you,

oh, I'm so confused!

I don't know what too do!

do I change?

or stay the same?

you leave me so confused,

to where I don't know what to do!

I wish to forget about you,

just as you have about me,

you are not my father!

not my daddy,

and not even related to me!

........

Oh, who am I kidding?

I know who you are,

your a man I hate,

yet I want to know why,

or what I did,

for you not to accept me,

I'm afraid,

of the answer I will receive......

Debbie Haggard
04/04/07