Its time for me to Go

I don't know what to do anymore
u always say i am such a screw up
u say i wish i never had u.
so would u be happy if i was one.
would be happy if u found me
one day on the ground.
how would u feel? HUH.
would u miss me.
but you know what
i don't need u
i got my friends
i got my school
and thats all i really need.
as soon as i turn 18 i am out
and u will be happy
all u do is come home from work and
smoke weed and just stay high
in Ur room. while i am making dinner
then u finally come out
with Ur blood shot eyes
u tell me and my brother not to do it
but yet you do it
i don't get it.
to u seriously love me
cause sometimes i feel like u don't.
i will always love u
but u have betrayed me so much
that i cant trust u any more
so u no what its time for me too go
i cut my wrist only twice
and then i decided to stop
because i didn't want to hurt any body.
so u know what
i am done.

**this is not true i was bored and i had to get some feelings out. so if u have any suggestions that would be gradely appreciated. thanks so much***