You say you never want to hurt me,
yet you continuously do.
You make promises you don't keep,
well that's not only you.
You have changed since before,
but I guess it is only me you ignore.
I do care about you more than ever,
But this is a goodbye, a goodbye for never.
Through all the broken promises and lies,
the truth has risen through your eyes.
I tell myself just forgive and forget,
but all these memories come back as a threat.
These memories are haunting me,
They have grasped a hold of me and just wont let me free.
It is as if they are trying to tell me something,
but what could these nightmares of the past possibly bring?
I will forget,
and I do have regrets.
But that can't stop me now,
Getting weaker just isn't allowed.
So swallow my pride,
no one can tell me I have not tried
Learning to grow strong,
I will do these things to find where I belong.
No more taking chances,
If i do this pain will enhance.
So take these word in memory,
or a nightmare of me.
This is my goodbye for never,
not my goodbye forever.
Just until these nightmares of you stop running through my head,
Because this pain you have caused is the pain I still dread.
Goodbye for never, I just want you to know. I loved you.
