Broken hearted

Emotions scattered
heads a mess
cant believe
why I'm so stressed

but its my fault
not yours
I'm stupid enough
when i walked
back thru your doors

felt loved beside you
felted so safe
only to be used
by that thing you do

now wishing to run
from this place
as tears fall
i wish i never seen
your face

how can you stop
everything just like that
leaving me in the cold
with no goodbye
or even a reason why

so break my heart
even tho i know from the start
this was how it would end
tears fall
wishing for my heart to mend

angry and upset
because i cared for you
but you just played your game
used me from the first day we met

everything i did
all the secrets that i hid
just for you
lieing to everybody even myself

but no more
can i do this
closing my door letting you out
no one really see what your about

hurting everyone
just to get your piece
and yeah you win
f**ked me up
as the pain burns within

but i guess this is how
a broken heart feels
when ripped apart
by a feeling i thought was real