Not Any More

If I told you I loved you
Would you laugh in my face?
I wish I could say you'd take me back
But that's not the case

My feelings overwhelm me
I just don't know that to do
When the only person I love
Is you, you, and you

What's the point in trying any more
You just don't seem to get it
You are everything and so much more to me
But I can't help but regret it

My tears run cold
And my eyes stay closed
All the while
My heart is left exposed

The doors won't shut
Because every time I try
I see your pretty face
And have to let go and cry

It doesn't seem fair
How everything had to go wrong
What it comes down to is
I'm weak and you're strong

You gave in
And I kept trying
You live a good life
While I'm left dying

Your world is colorful
Mine stays black and white
You trample over my heart
But I continue to fight

For reasons unknown to me
Your guess is as good as mine
Here I was thinking we had it made
I thought our love was divine

Leave me be and go away
The shows over kids
No need to pray

I won a few battles
But you won the war
I can't take loving you
At least not any more

-------------------------------To P.G.--------------------------------