My Uncle ?

My Uncle was da greatest, He meant so much to me and i loved him so freaking much. But probably about a year ago he got something i wish he never got he got leukemia (cancer) god that kill me so f**kin bad i had faith that he would pull Thur this and live his life like he wanted to but it didn't go his way. One day he was so happy that his cancer went to remission but couple days later they told him it came back that tore him up so much he really thought that the cancer was gone.. But it didn't happen couple months went by and he was getting sicker every day it just kill me so bad to go in the hospital and see him just laying there so helpless and couldn't do anything but lay there and hope for a miracle. All his friends and family came everyday to see him and i know he was praying everyday to Jesus, Then one day my mom call me at school and she told me that my uncle got develop sickness over the night and he might not make it OH MY GOSH!! I didn't know what to think or do i knew there wasn't nothing i could do i was scare cause i know he was gonna leave us to go to the creator, My aunt and my uncle came and got me from school and we headed to the hospital we try to get there before he past away. Then my mom call and said that he past away we were 15 Min's away from the hospital man when my aunt told me that i burst out crying i did cry all day, We went into the hospital and they wanted us to see his body but i couldn't do it. it was tearing me up inside so bad i couldn't bare it.. I just couldn't believe that my 15 year old uncle had left us to be in a better place.. His funeral took place at his high school gym on April 13th 2006 that day was so i cant even explain i cry so bad my eyes hurt the rest of tha day i didn't even wanna see the casket. And April 13th is coming up and i hate that is coming up cause its gonna be a year since he left us!! I Love U Uncle Always And Forever!!! MBM