Two sides

You are so nice,
but can be so mean
you are very controlled,
but totally obscene

you have a heart,
but you're afraid to show it
you are so calm,
but can make quite a fit

you are a good listener,
but you don't sit and listen
your eyes look dark,
but always seem to glisten

your mind seems so empty,
yet it is very full
you're kind when no ones around,
once they come you are cruel

you want this to end,
but then you don't
you always do what you say,
but then you wont