Drowned

Why does it hurt so much?
To feel what it's like to be broken up inside
To feel the pierce of a bitter touch
To feel what it's like to be pushed aside

My emotional state
Is not going so well
Going without a date
that should be like hell

Everyday I've cried and cried
These tears of broken shards
It's like the other person inside of me has died
Cuz I've already played all my cards

Those shards were pieces of my heart
That has begun to fade away
The pieces of my heart that has been torn apart
Will never come back to stay

My tears go on
Just like the dark sky
When my heart is gone
I'd rather die

There is no longer a reason for me to stay
I've already cried too many tears
I just want to throw my life away
Crying through all the years

Yes, it was me who has cried a sea
A sea of depression and fears
And I'll drown in this sea, until someone finds the key
A key to unlock me from my agony and tears

Someone who can take my loneliness away
To break through my troubled mind
To care for me all night and day
Someone who is gentle and kind

For years and years
I've waited for that day to come
The day when someone unlocks me from my sea of fears
To rescue me from all that I've cried

No matter how long I've waited
I know now that nobody will come....