Bye

Holding a gun
to my head
ready to paint the walls
bright red

before i do
i remember him
the thoughts of killing
myself go dim

so instead
i do a line
once again
another line

pop a pill
drink a mikey
to not od
would be tricky

as it all
kicks in
this is my
highest sin

now i leave
this crude world
saying goodbye
as i leave this world