It was just like yesterday
when i was 5,
we were at the park eating
our ice cream and having the
BEST TIME!!
i still remember that rush of
coldness i got
when you shoved my ice cream in my face.
then we just sat there and giggled for a short while.
but for some reason
i can only see this in my dreams
and all i can do is watch as the memories play over and over again without stop.
i am now a young woman
with a life that is speeding by
right in front of me.
this world is a blur sometimes
when i am down and feel like giving up on everything
i think of you MY daddy
and i remember how small i felt when your hands held mine.
i remember that look you gave me when you would tell me i would always be your little angel even when your gone.
but why did you have to leave me?
why did you have to go?
i would give the world just to hear you call my name one more time.
i know momma misses you too
because since you died
she hasn't gotten much sleep
for all she does is cry.
she doesn't think i hear her
but i do
when i hear her i also shed a tear or two.
Daddy i love you
and i always will
so even if you are gone now
i know you won't ever forget me
because you promised.
you promised to save me and momma a place next to you
so remain i will
yours always and forever
your little angel.
