Silent Tears

My silent tears
Cascade upon my face
The eternal pain
I can not erase

I am still breathing
Yet the tears keep falling
And though I keep calling
No one knows that within I am dying

An empty shell
Emotion lost
I consider death
But ponder the cost

I will always wonder
Will anyone care
Or will they just be glad
That I am out of their hair

My heart is black
I feel no pain
I am trapped in a cage
Tied down by a chain

Would it not be better
To end the sorrow
Than to wander the earth
For another tomorrow

With a knife in my hand
I pause to think
What will they do
When they find me lying by the sink

Surrounded by blood
Will they even shed a tear
When they no longer
Will see me here

Will I be happy again
High above the earth
No clue where I would go
But it is what death is worth

This pain is too much for me to keep going
Do I actually care or would I rather die
What should I do if the tears keep falling
Simple question, guess this is my goodbye