I Can Not Stand

I can not stand the stare
Nor the constant whisper
I can not stand this life
If only I were stronger

I wish I could live again
Be happy again
But it is all a distant memory now
The darkness I see, is closing in

They talk of me
I hear what they say
They claim to hate me
Wish I would just go away

I try to ignore it
But I care anyway
Wish I could see the light again
But so far I do not think I can win