Child's Death

Child's death

I am scared of death
as I lay here on my bed
your eyes and all you lies are haunting me in my head

The words you speak
grab my throat
I wish to god you'd let go

As I gasp for breath
my will to live becomes my strength to fight

The angle from above told me I'd be alright
not going to die from you tonight

I push you off
and run for the door
I won't take this no more

I run for the gun
on the bathroom floor
I pull the trigger
twice to my head
now I am dead

All I wanted
Was for this to end to be a family again

The beats the broses
The fears the cries

Daddy this is goodbye
I hope you are fine
Knowing what you did to your only kid