My head is filled with darkness, there is no surrender,
every night I cry out of frustration and depression.
I wish there was another way to deal with this pressure.
There is no light at the end of my dark tunnel, I find
myself walk around and mumble.
I need to find another way to deal, but all I do is feel,
fell the hurt, feel the pain.
All my other ways have failed, they are all nailed to the
back of my mind.
I've cut myself tonight again, defintely not the first time.
I bleed but it's from my need. The need of which I please by self-destruction. I feel as though no one is
listening, as my mindless body is fussing.
But all I hear is you cussing at me non-stop.
It's like I can't hear you anymore.
Time has wondered so now I'm gone.
Done for in a mindless maze.
Barely making it through this haze.
The fog is thick and so are you now have you realized
what you put me through.
I'm screwed up now worse than before it's like a
neverending torture that I can't ignore.
A sickness, an illnes whatever you like to say
this is what I go through everyday.
