I have loved you in silence

Whenever i looked at you
i feel sudden sadness
because i know you are someone
who could never be mine

maybe you have noticed
the sudden changes i am having lately
i just couldn't handle it anymore
i cant go on pretending

i hate myself for not being able to admit
i am too afraid of the consequences
that are bound to happen
you smile keep on haunting me
my mind is telling me the truth
for long i have loved you in silence

i tried show it
hoping that you'll soon see the feelings i hide
yet.. you are blind
or maybe you've not yet ready
for something like this
or maybe you're waiting for my move
a move that might never happen

a distance between us is getting bigger
i couldn't do anything
but to admire you from a distance
i know whatever happens
you and i will remain just a dream

or in my dreams i can hold you
only there i can tell your mine
but when the dream is finally over
reality creeps through hearts says.
you're someone who could never be mine..