Hear me?

I'm a beautiful disaster,
Just wanting to hide.
I may look O.K.
But I'm dieing inside.
I need someone who needs me,
Who's not afraid to say
"I love you so much,
In each and every way!"
I don't just want you I need you,
To fall in love with me.
I have already fallen,
You're just to blind to see.
When you wake up in the morning,
And when you fall asleep,
I want you to think of me
I want you for me to keep.
I'm a beautiful disaster,
I want you to hear,
My silent screams that,
Are falling on deaf ears.
I'm living a life of fear,
It's not a good way to live.
I just want to die,
I have nothing else to give.