How I Fealt

Growing up my childhood was straight ruff
walking around with a "9"peace an sniffin on that white
stuff until I had enof to make me high as a kite
to get away from this place so called life
cause my world been spin'in like a 3weeld bike
suppose to fall on family but it feels like I fell on a spike
worrying if i might kill my dad if he walk in my site
cause every time we meet up all we seem to do
is brutally argue an fight i wont to pull out the knife
an turn off his lights take his body some were
an throw it in the mist of the night
well thats how I use to feel before i Had God in
my life now i think things throw once than twice
it feels nice having control over your life to
do things right is the right way to go an now u
know WATS been in my head since i was 4o an i well
fever regret so just pray for me i need all that i can
get.