What have i done

What have I done
How do I say we cant even be friends

This cant go on any longer
how do I make it end?

Its hard because every time I think of you my heart begins to race
And the image of your face makes me want another taste

I dont want to hurt you or me
Because there are feelings there

But I have already hurt the one I made vows to
With no second thoughts or cares

They say, what you dont know wont hurt you
thats fine, but its eating me alive

How do I tell him
Without hurting his pride

I cant even look at you without wanting to cry
But when I drop a tear you look at me and ask why

Im thinking I need to tell you that I broke the vows I made
But when I open my mouth to speak all that comes out is fake

This secret love affair is killing me inside
How do truly let it go without allowing myself to die