Forget you

No one will ever see what i see,
when i see my reflection.
Even if you said,
i was the most beautiful girl in this world.
I'd still go home and cry,
I'd still starve myself.
I'll hate myself until my prayers are answered,
i asked god to bring me home tonight.
I don't want to wake up one more time.
I don't belong,
no matter what you say.
You say it'll be alright,
but it's too late.
It feels like I've been gone forever,
and i don't know what went wrong.
It's been so long,
and i can't believe how long I've been gone.
Things are getting clear,
and I'm going to disappear.
I'm going to forget about that life.
but i don't feel better,
knowing this decision is forever.
but this really is forever.