As the days wear on
my body tenses as the pressure
pushes down, ever increasing
i begin to forget who i am
what my reason for being here is
alleviate this painless dread
these days are far from somber
but my mind is still spinning and
tremors lessened to just a few
i can't go on like this
a constant reprise of pseudo emotions
bottled up for no reason
there's no secrets
nothing to tell someone special
just a few weeks out of control
and as i look for a release
im hooked again going back up
to the beginning.
