We were just friends but secretly i loved you but i thought u didnt feel the same so i got engaged to someone else thinking that u could never care about me in that way. Then one day over msn u told me how u really feel about me & what u think of me. I felt so special & surpized but also heart broken. Those things u told me they made me cry for & joy but for sadness at the same time. U said whenever u looked at me ur mind sent u a message saying YES HER! but looked away,but u looked away, when i hugged u, u felt that warm loving feeling but u jumped out of my arms right away all because u thought u could never have me when u could have had me. for me i thought the same way. We should of told each other how we felt long ago for now its to late. I told u i felt the same way about u that u feel for me but that i cant b with u cause im engaged. When we saw each other a few days later u told me that its ok ur over me & that i should b happy with who im with but i find it hard to believe all those feelings for me r gone. I try to b just friends with u but every time i give away the message that i want to b with u. I never tryed to get her cause i thought it could never happen & she thought the same when we r really in love so please all u that r reading this dont make the same mistake i made. when u feel a way for someone just try b4 its to late & u might find that they love u. i love her so much but i love someone else this is so confusing. which one is right for me?
