So long my friend

I miss you dear friend.
i don't blame u for what happened between us.
i guess its all destined.
i guess our friendship was a lie.
never thought it would really end this way.

we've been through allot.
our ups and downs.
fights,and endings of friendship.
things will always work up perfectly in the end.
but now,i know its not gonna be like it used to.
i doubt we will ever be what we used to.
i will miss our times together.
no one can replace u.

i guess people change.
and i have to accept the fact.
after reading through your blog and the past entries,
i realized our friendship was great.
but i guess good things comes to an end.

but no matter what friend.
despite all my harsh words,
and my pettiness,i DO treasure you.
and if ever u need my help even for a min,
i will always be here for u.

people may say I'm stupid and foolish,
for still standing by you when u treated me like dirt.
but i guess they don't know how great things WERE.
and even though you've hurt me so bad,I'm happy.
Cos I'm happy to see u leading a happier life with your deserving friends.

we're not ending our friendship,no.
we're just being mere classmates.
thats all.
and that decision is not an easy one.
i will miss you.
but being your friend like before is impossible now.
things are changing real fast,
and my heart is hurting real bad.

i don't wanna go through the pain over and over again.
seeing your friend leaving you for another.
and it really hurts my dear friend.
when I'm walking with u and u just walk away when u see your other friend.
and u know whats the hurtful part?
u didn't even say bye,u just walk away leaving me standing there.
and thats what u call best friend?

i know I've done wrong toward you too.
and for that,i wanna apologize.
but people makes mistakes.
so long.

p/s: never thought it would happened again & again.
but it did and i wont wanna stay and see it happened once AGAIN!