I hate You

I tell you how much I hate you,
but you don't seem to understand.
You ask me to frgive and forget,
but it's not that freaking simple.
You left me, not once but twice,
and you think I'm going to forget that?
You left me and never came back.
Until 7 years later you make a reappearence,
and try to make me love you the way I use to.
Instead of loving you I despise you,
and tell you that your 2 strikes ahead of the game and 1 strike away from losing it.
You turn around and leave promising to write,
but onc again you fail to remember me, the daughter you loved so much.
Well forget you then!
I pray to God that he gets you out of my life and when I wake, I see you drown in a lake.