My mind is crooked like the devils spine, twisting and turning out these f**ked up thoughts. Screaming to be heard, but my mouth wont move! I want to vomit out my heart, my thoughts and my truth for the world to see. But nothing comes out. I let my fear get the best of me. I cower behind this image everyone else wants for me. But now I see standing before me the person I know I am, the person I've tried so hard to be. And I finally see...I'm finished.
As I stare into his, my hallo eyes I start to realize I need to end this. I will never be who I want to be. I will live a life of never ending wants, always searching for something that can not be found. There is no happiness in my future.
For the first time in my life I feel strong. As I pull the razer up my arm I start to smile. This is my true love. The pain that fallows only makes me happier. I know now that I am doing the right thing...
