I ask of u...

If only i knew how to die this day
I'd have gone long back
Leaving this world in peace
For no more tears i can bear

There's so much loss in my world
No one else can lose more
Pain & hurt crashing in
Where do i go , i ask myself

U walked ahead to make u're choice
I stepped behind & gave u way
U're word was important
Let u go to u're girl of destiny

Still u say u love me
I believe u to be true
Sometimes i sit silently aside
Wondering what love truly is

Remember that world of love
As if it just slipped by
U brighten my world
And take away all my fears

Now i lay beside in times today
Rummaging thro' my thoughts
Ure there with me so close
Yet still so far away

The pain that takes a toll on me
The tears i pour every night
Do u give me peace
Or a smile on my face

The intense aching i feel every minute
Wish u know how that feels
Give me back my life of joy
Thats all i ask u this day