Never the same

No matter how hard i try , I'm better of on my own no matter how i look at it. I feel it all the time even tho I'm never sober. i never even tried to say a thing when you said we were over , what would it have helped.
It seems that you were only set on me for heart break.

you lead me on thinking you would never hurt me in a single way. i was mistaken for a fool. i focused on this hurt, the only thing that i though i could make it better.
full of broken thoughts that i cannot repair.you cant see the light that was once behind my eyes only the red of the drugs when they take effect. move on they say , you can do Better. when i only think of you an your smile an your beauty.

A cold rush come in to effect , i feel my heart drop to the floor. i wanted to be the one that would hold your hand, kiss your lips. i guess I'm not the one , never were meant to be. if you really loved me distances would not even matter.

i know it was hard to make it work when you were all alone, now water fills Thea's open eyes. you were every thing that i wanted to be an love. iv been waiting for so long to hold you I'm my arms. now it can never be with out the embarrassment an the guilt.