Its Over

All I wish in my life is this,
so take your notes and reminisce,
We had a time in our lives,
where love was the thing that I wished at last,
But in time realized it wasn't mine,
the other guy had his turn to shine,
I cried that night, I hope u know,
I wished so much that you would know,
That you would see that I loved you more,
that I dreamt about you but not anymore,
Because I see whats wrong is the belief,
I understand the sadness ,anger and grief,
And I'm not gonna take it, anymore,
its not a choice like it was before,
I still feel the feeling of love sometimes,
we are good friends but still are confined,
Because I still feel it sometimes, and it pisses me off,
it makes me mad, and I'm not so tough,
But it hurts me because, youd rather pick him,
who treats you like shit, worse then a sin,
He calls you names, he looks at you wrong,
he doesn't value you, and that's where your wrong,
Because I loved you, and I valued you more,
you were so important that I would never ignore,
I would be there when u laughed, I would be there when u cried,
and I wished so much to be by your side,
But I guess you chose it so I wont disagree,
just remember I'm not who I used to be.