Help me understand something,
and help me realize,
how in essence, we need to stabilize,
and help ourselves in times of peril,
and in this time, we find it to be persistent,
as I see you everyday I wish it was another,
a way , an object, of compassion of faith,
I dont see it anymore, i've lost the color in my life,
in sepia tone I live it, in grays I see my desire,
I see myself, in its own fate, dissipating as I am,
but how do I explain it, it isn't frequent,
it is spontaneous outbursts of feelings and remorse,
it takes at me, as u do me, as u take all the feeling,
its gone. our love our faith, the hope I had.
the hope I have for all of you, for what u did to me,
isnt something I am knowledgeable for,
it left a mark none existent to you, but it's existence,
lives within me everyday, as I clean the pain from my heart,
I purify myself of it everyday, and yet again it is taken,
the hope, the heart, the dreams, the promises,
it meant nothing to you or to them,
I take their promises, their love for me,
and look at it in context, and its not what I thought it to be,
at last we sit here, and wonder what to do,
I am without reason, and without sound judgment,
my heart was the decision maker, now u took that,
I am lost, in this maze, with an inability to move,
forgive me as I forgave you, for what you have done,
is irreplaceable, you've taken the will and life out of me,
and you've erased my existence.
