It hurts

When i think of you it hurts
my heart is numb
was i dumb
to fall for your words
it hurts to know you used me
shattering whats left
of my heart
ripping my soul apart
it hurts to know i still love you
even after all hurt you do
i still feel close to you
i cant get you out of my head
even when i tell people i wish you dead
maybe its just away to cope
with the hurt you did
all the pain i hide
it hurts to know you don't care
or even see
the damage you have caused
you just come back like you always do
pretending everything okay
like nothing was wrong
and it hurts all long
my hearts locked
and you hold the key
even if it hurts
but what hurts the most
is knowing i mean nothing to you
but i just keep taking you back
watching...waiting as you used me and leave
in spite of what we both lack
its gonna hurt me more
when i put and end to your game
this is just getting to lame
it time to let you go
and move on
as much as its gonna hurt
this is better then wasting my time
with your silly little rhyme
and its gonna hurt and I'm gonna cry
because i know i did try
and see a good side of you
but that just wasn't true
and it hurts..because i did love you