Pathetic Life

A life like mine
Is no life at all
When every minute of the day
You're just waiting to fall

Always suspicious
That people are lieing
Always acting happy
When inside you're dieing

Going home
To that trusty blade
Knowing its the only thing
That'll ease the pain

Always wearing jumpers
When its boiling hot
Just say you're cold
Even though you're not

Just so you're friends
Wont see the cuts on your arm
Dont want them to know
You cause self harm

Wearing lots of make-up
So they wont see the stains
Where tears run down my face
From all the pain

And a broken heart
That cant be mended
My pathetic life
That should be ended