Tearing

Tearing is the feeling

I'm losing him again,

The pain is unbearable.

My strength untwining

It's coming to an end.

What more you say?

A love broken again.

A heart aching

Or is this all the pretend?

Can he love from afar?

Let's see when it comes

To that "prefect day."

Love slipping on ice.

Cracking in everyway,

And everyday,

And broken the next.

Weights on my feet

I can't move on

Why hold on to him

When he's already gone?

He talks about others

Like it doesn't matter

It kills me to hear it

It's a pain he puts on me.

Don't you understand?

Though were not together

I still love you?

I'll hold on forever

Even when you're gone

I'm scared of the days

When alone I meet the dawn

Tears like rain drop

Falling down

Those beautiful sunsets.

Picturing your face

But they all vanish now.

And why, can't I let him go.

Cause I've been holding on'

For so long.

There no where else to go.