12ft below the surface seal

I'm tiered of things changing
Always disappearing and rearranging

What I once knew
Is getting pushed farther and farther away
I hate waking up to a new unknown day
Wondering what new change is going to take place

Things are moving too fast
I can't make a precious moment or a feeling last
Everything I knew is getting pushed farther back

Who are you?
What is your name?
I'm tiered of playing your "change" game

You're erasing me, my life, and how I like things
Steady and Known
You've taken my home, friends, and feelings
I feel 12ft below the surface sealing

You have destroyed me
I'm no longer happy, excited, or charming
I'm afraid of tomorrow's day
My elders think this is alarming

You have taken me
And left my skeleton to be

I reminisce on what I once knew
I hold my distant memories close
I won't let them fade away like me, a ghost